-.-" Hot Wheels

Glimmer in the dark...
Pull back and let go...
Chameleon in water...
*sigh*

Location: the dreamer.
*Thriving ivory-angels on the moon

Opinion Page Column Borneo Bulletin

Three hours am, three hours pm, minutes in bed and ur wondering why im acting like a guy having his period? hahaha.

Would never subscribe to opinions made against kids without taking into consideration of the roots of their behaviour. Laws against kids dressing inappropriately? Parents should have noticed the moment kids are outside home. Finding bugs where there isnt.

But do think introducing fines for messing the beaches a good idea. Singapore seems clean without it gums. Ahh Mr moody should continue with rumblings next time. hehe.

Twilight is for fans. A good read anyways.

*Decode-paramore
Location-bag of many zips in her bag.

Ooi instead of name

Would u hold me if i fall?
would u be there when im alone?
would u lend me ur shoulders if im all sober?
would u still smile at me when im like 'F*** everything'?
would u sing with me as if theres only us together?
..lend me ur hand when im lost?
..come away with me when the world is black?
..forgive me when i turn my back on u?
..talk on the phone when i didnt reply ur msgs?
..listen to me when i apologize for forgetting ur birthday?
so i said im busy?
so i said lets talk later?
so i said u dont know anything about me?
so i said i missed u?
So i said im really really sorry?

Would u accept me for who i am... ...coz i love u...



*Josh Groban-to where you are
Adderssa-Brunei from DST.

When the darkness is close at hand
And I‘m running against the wind
I will trust in you and I will not be afraid.
When I'm standing upon that shore
All the battles I've gone before
I will trust in you, and I will not be afraid.

--Jeremy Camp

[I]Elalang

Datangnya duka di dalam hati,
Ingin menyatakan perasaan,
Yang datang dikala kesunyian...
Air mata jatuh tak terasa...

Demi harga diri yang amat besar,
Biarlah berdiam diri...
Kirimkan sebaris kata yang indah malam ini,
Biar bintang enggan tersenyum...

Inginnya menyatakan hasrat,
Jika bertemu...
Namun Jiwa tak sanggup menggapai,
Makna kehadiranmu...

Dahan yang kering akan patah pada masanya,
Begitu juga dedaunan akan layu tanpa hujan...
Biarkan langkah menentukan kisah ini,
Semoga awak ada di antara luasnya padang ilalang...


*Killswitch engage-the end of heartache
location: Lumut Beach, Brunei Darussalam

M. E. N. T. E. L. A. A. H.

"Tips for dealing with exam stress

Plan your time
Draw up a realistic revision schedule and stick to it. Include some time for relaxation — it's not healthy to constantly have your nose in a book. To maximise your concentration, break up your time into 15-minute segments, interspersed by five-minute breaks. Knowing that you have a break coming up helps to prevent you from losing interest completely.

Don't be unrealistic
You've spent most of your life at school, and you have a good idea of what you're capable of. If you're an average student, you're unlikely to suddenly jump to the top of the class. Being realistic will help prevent you (and your parents!) from being disappointed when the results come in. The key thing is to do your best.

Avoid sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll (but especially drugs)
Anything that can give you a high will eventually give you a low. Don't try to deal with your stress by turning to alcohol or recreational drugs — apart from anything else, you need all the memory you can get right now! Try not to drink too much coffee either — the caffeine won't help you to concentrate. Drinking plenty of water will keep you hydrated and your brain functioning at its best.

Revise methodically
Simply reading long swathes of text is not going to help you to remember facts and figures. Write out important dates, facts or passages, use lots of coloured pens and underline key phrases. Go back over these notes a day later, and then a week after that. Your memory will be better and you will feel more confident about your exams.

Test yourself
Test yourself or get someone to test you on your notes. Bribe a brother or sister to do it for you, or ask your parents. Testing yourself regularly means that you remember facts better and any gaps in your knowledge can be picked up in good time — making the actual exam a lot less stressful.

Stick notes around your house
Buy cardboard stars in bright colours from newsagents, or make some out of card. Write key facts and phrases on each and stick them around your bedroom (preferably on items where they won't leave a mark!) in places where you'll often see them, for example, on your mirror or inside a cupboard that you often open. After a while, these facts will sink in without any extra effort on your part.

Ignore your friends
Not entirely, of course! But when your mates say how much revision they've been doing, they might not be telling the truth. Don't use them as a benchmark — they might not want to seem daggy for doing lots of revision, or they might not be doing enough. Know yourself and know what you have to do — you're in this for yourself.

Ask for help
There are great sources of support available if you feel that you need it. Ask a teacher if you don't understand a particular topic now that you're revisiting it — it doesn't have to the one who taught you if you don't feel that they're good at explaining things to you. School counsellors and even good old mum and dad are also great for getting worries "off your chest". You're not alone, so don't feel that you have to be.

Have a fall-back plan
Okay, so maybe you want to go and study at Harvard, become a top brain surgeon and also have a simultaneous career in tap-dancing BUT, however achievable these goals might be, make sure you have a Plan B. For example, if you don't make your grades, you could consider not going to uni for a year and retaking your exams. Or you might decide to go to a different uni, or just not bother at all. Working out at least a vague idea of what you want to do in life will help you to come up with a fall-back plan (or even two).

Get some exercise
Exercise is a great way to give yourself a break and to max out your concentration span. You don't have to do hours of circuit training — a 15-minute jog or a brisk walk will do the job nicely."

source:http://health.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=20569

Time feels short all the time when under pressure. The truth is if u can FB for hours, u can do the same for revising... haha... Don't think lying on the bed helps either. Used to on the lights, hoping that it could help body to stay awake when taking short dreams (naps), which is indeed a proven fallacy. Rather struggle and stay awake till everything's done or mind is satisfied.

Taking prayers or ablutions help as well. Spiritual strength translates well for the physical endurance. Just Youtube David Blaine - its all in the mind. Heard that coffee and siggies dont work well together though =)

Different strategies work differently for differently people, its best to be prepared and stick with whats good for us. Greatluck to everyone. Burning the midnight kerosene/petrol/cooking oil. Haha.

"U can do what u set ur mind to man."-Marshall mathers


*Sade-sweetest taboo
Pantai Berakas

=)
*anna nalick-breathe

Just Shoot Me

Me: So we should all help to keep the universe alive before everything is lost.

Him: But why should we do that when the earth is going to die anyway? Right ma?

Me: So maybe i should just shoot you then?

Him: Why? U mad at me ka?

Me: No lah, its because you're gonna die anyway. Right?

Him: *Smiles*

Me: *Smiles*

Location-Berakas Beach, Brunei Darussalam.
*Kiroro-miraie

Motion blur

I will just write it down,
and hope it lasts till...
I feel naked, this is like a diary,
Words threatening the life it belongs to...
I will just write it down,
Before its lost again...
I want to write something about that smile,
U seem so happy that I can smile too...
Searching for answers that will keep me sane...
I will just write it down,
Tell me my latest mistake,
Do all lovebugs smile this sheepishly alone?
I wouldn't want to change anything about this...
Did I tell you I miss you more each day?
I will just write it down,
Girl you got me in a daze...
Words seem so pretentious,
Im not crazy baby...
Just look at the smile and trust Im really conscious...
I will just write it down,
Not very sure,
Feelings comforting the disturbed,
Or disturbing the comfortable...
Its 3AM and Im still awake,
I will just write it down.



*All that remains-this calling
Trims for standing by me, u know who u are =)
Location: Berambang Island
"Lisa was here too =) "

'Vibrant' tastebuds

1) Kota Kinabalu's 24 Hour curry house-fine superlatedinner
2) Humptydumty sat in a mall
3) Apple pie
4) Rojak Serawak-cucumbers-squids-pineapple-potato-sweet sauce
5) Panda's favourite. =)

*Ataris-boys of summer
Tried and tested, it is an acquired taste.

Land of the Hornbills (Bumi Kenyalang)

Location: Kuching, Sarawak.
*McFly-its all about you

I dream of a day when chickens could cross the roads without their motives questioned.

Minted Deeper

If before she herself wept,

Love for her had caused my tears to flow,

I should have lightened my heart before repentance (choked it),

But she wept first,

Her tears excited mine,

The merit,

I cried,

Belongs to the predecessor.

*Jerry C-canon rock
'Tudong Dulang' (food covers), Tamu Kianggeh, Brunei Darussalam

Say peace on a straight line

Eleanor. Beauty. Gone in 60 seconds.
Stay with me, ill bring u to the end of the rainbow.
*Corrinne May-every beat of my heart.

2AM-This Song

Even though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn’t suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

Even if you say it’s okay
Even if you say it’s okay if I have you
Even if you say you’re happy everyday
Even if you say you don’t what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can’t do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don’t know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept it


*2AM-This Song. Heavy rotation, hehe...
Dragonfly stopped by on my hand as I was looking out for a breather from this feeling... Life gives u something and takes away something...