Buah Hati Pengarang Jantung

Without realizing,
Im buying two of the same thing.
Nutella tasted bland,
because you were sweeter.
You're God's best creation,
since sms, internet and beef curry.
You make showing my horrible pictures fun,
just to see you laugh.
You make me say goodnight and i love you early,
just to avoid missing them when credit runs out.
Realize theres always something in life worth living for,
and you becoming the recipe for my good sleep.
Love of perfumes and allergy to bodyshops,
and having victoriasecret a regular body scent?

*Charlie Callas feat Sean Marshall-i love you too
p.s. sry for falling asleep twice

Looking back at the road ive trod along
i find myself muffled with your smile
muddy sneakers and the songs we croon
i want the nearness of u on starlit nights
when i realized it, tears well in my eyes
is there anything i can do for you?
i want to impart this feeling to u
but i cant even think of a word
tomorrow we'll be able to smile at each other
for i believe it anytime
on a chilly morning, hot and temperamental
on a rainy day, already accustomed to the constant shower
love more than just plates.

*ecoutez-tunjuk satu bintang
p.s. shuffle the pictures again

The Things I Want U To Hear Other Than Sexy Love

My playlist, thought they're good nuff for you to listen while watching CNN alone on a sunny Sunday afternoon eating raw cheese with a Coke cuppa, seeing the other half in everything you do:

1)Daftpunk-something about us
2)Estrella-ternyata
3)D'Cinnamons - Ku Yakin Cinta
4)Imran Ajmain-seribu tahun
5)Chrisette Michele-best of me
6)Sheila Majid-ku mohon
7)Fun factory-love you
8)Ten2five-i do
9)Thiving ivory-angels on the moon
10)Matt nathanson-comeon get higher

Hope you enjoy them... hehe...
*estrella-ternyata
p.s. lookin fine... yea she's no you.

I don't like living under your spotlight

HIM : sometimes i want to see your smile,
i wish it more than the stars and rainbows.
sometimes i want to see your smile,
just to see how far i could go mellow.

go on and open up inside,
let the music find the reasons.
go on and open up inside,
let love resonate and bring us a little bit closer.

HER : you want it more than stars and rainbows,
that you can go dreamy and mellow.
my love for you is blind my dearest weirdo,
love for you so strong that nothing could overshadow.

*Jeniffer Hudson-spotlight
Be a man, tell her everything, even if it hurts.
Is he that hot? Chace... =)

Sadness and Anguish

Cant help but get caught up in the tide of emotions over whats going on in Gaza... Just watch al-Jazeera. Why on earth are soldiers taking aim at medical personnel? why are UN schools and civilian houses being targeted? Its debilitating really... Hearing families being killed, some leaving the small ones alone. Hamas, Fatah, Middle east and the international community all have roles to play, but i consider it a matter of historical accident with innocent civilians as the major casualties. Palestine attacks, Israel represses, the rest creating bonfires, the cycle continues. Territorial boundaries are a mess. Resolutions are ignored. Do something OPEC, and who cares if US vetoed anything after that. Its now a battle of Karameh.

By the way i think the Godfather was a Jew...
Free Palestine, Free Gaza, Prevent Genocide.
*Hold on - Jet

That curved line between ur nose and ur chin 2

Not even the wet rustle of the rain,
can dampen today,
your text buoys me,
above oil rainbow puddles,
like a paper boat,
so that even soaking to the skin,
Im grinning.

Picture - sigi wimala.
*leehom-heartbeat

KECIL KECIL NAK JADI LAWYER, dah besar buat blog

When the flowers stop to bloom

and the earth no longer turns

and love ceases to heat the heart

I will always be there for you

Whatever happens, I hope its clear to you about how I feel.

You’re like my personal brand of cigarette. Get addicted to you everyday. State of nirvana.

*Nicole feat will.i.am - baby love

Buenas Noches Hottie!

When the lamplight of the sun
first touched the dark
and rolling, sighing, seeking wave
first kissed the land
when the first drop of rain
met the very first leaf
that moment God chose you
and intended you for me
when that tiny living globe
formed in the dark
and with the rhythm of time and space
first beat of your heart
when God knit your limbs
and gave breath to your lungs
your days be ordained
and intended you to meet me
all praise to God
who created all things
who gave us life and gave us life again
who came here this day
to create this heart
to take two hearts and melt them into one
from the moment that my eyes
first saw your face
and you with an angel's voice
first spoke my name
when you first took my hand
I knew then
that i had to say *P.s.*

*My Girl and I OST-Dream of one summer night.
picture-ying and yang.

Firefly

I believed that you would
come for me and i waited

The firefly is stupid to just wait
for the ones who loves him

Just waiting for his destined love
the one he would give his life for

He has not changed a bit
he still wants to dance with her



*Paolo Nutini-rewind

That curved line between ur nose and ur chin

Ur smile,
buoys me,
like a rain-soaked paper-boat,
on a sunny day,
reflecting the water,
like a prism,
with generous rainbow hues,
keeping me afloat,
that even if Im all wet,
Im happy
=)

*The temptations-My girl.

City of Blinding Lights

Alone again
lonely feeling
only faithful pen and night to salvage
forget not the silent inspiration
confusing of things
yet confusing the confused
rather blind on flowers
and beauty of meadows
never do every objects come with shadows?
oh evil darkness
speaks of mass
nothing or everything
forever is not a choice
i feel its the only choice
a traveling wind
a gush of cold air
blinding with vivid thoughts
Vienna and loads
sun in the morning goes through her.

*8eight-losing love, i sing a song
Beautiful Bruneian ladies in a talent show.

Ooi instead of name

Would u hold me if i fall?
would u be there when im alone?
would u lend me ur shoulders if im all sober?
would u still smile at me when im like 'F*** everything'?
would u sing with me as if theres only us together?
..lend me ur hand when im lost?
..come away with me when the world is black?
..forgive me when i turn my back on u?
..talk on the phone when i didnt reply ur msgs?
..listen to me when i apologize for forgetting ur birthday?
so i said im busy?
so i said lets talk later?
so i said u dont know anything about me?
so i said i missed u?
So i said im really really sorry?

Would u accept me for who i am... ...coz i love u...



*Josh Groban-to where you are
Adderssa-Brunei from DST.

When the darkness is close at hand
And I‘m running against the wind
I will trust in you and I will not be afraid.
When I'm standing upon that shore
All the battles I've gone before
I will trust in you, and I will not be afraid.

--Jeremy Camp

Motion blur

I will just write it down,
and hope it lasts till...
I feel naked, this is like a diary,
Words threatening the life it belongs to...
I will just write it down,
Before its lost again...
I want to write something about that smile,
U seem so happy that I can smile too...
Searching for answers that will keep me sane...
I will just write it down,
Tell me my latest mistake,
Do all lovebugs smile this sheepishly alone?
I wouldn't want to change anything about this...
Did I tell you I miss you more each day?
I will just write it down,
Girl you got me in a daze...
Words seem so pretentious,
Im not crazy baby...
Just look at the smile and trust Im really conscious...
I will just write it down,
Not very sure,
Feelings comforting the disturbed,
Or disturbing the comfortable...
Its 3AM and Im still awake,
I will just write it down.



*All that remains-this calling
Trims for standing by me, u know who u are =)
Location: Berambang Island
"Lisa was here too =) "

Stop!

Like a vacuum,
perish all the spaces around me...
autumn was never so beautiful,
drops of water falling like pearls.

Rare flowers,
sweetly blossoming,
slowly arresting all expectations,
Yet u've denied u've even seen them...

Marbles rolling delicately,
balancing the hidden forces...
signs of heavens,
dancing along the wicked smile...

Cuddles and hugs,
must nature end tearfully,
love is blind...
yet clearly you're in love.

Incubus-i wish u were here

Tangerine Orange

You look sweet...
As sweet as a tangerine orange...
I could smile, even without you here,
His smile,
What is the difference?
My heart is no longer favoured...
My sky,
Be it wind, rain or rainbow...
You control them all...
Each second,
There is a difference...
You don't understand,
That even simple words of "take care",
Will have a good reason...
Heart still taking pain...
Still being moved by your tenderness...
For that 'apology' before separation,
Trying to put together the pieces with time,
Still, like broken glasses fixed back together,
The crack is there...
I have to reach the stars to get to you,
You just have to smile to reach me...


Location-above my house, these migrating birds fly over in large groups early morning.
If it was this easy for you return it back, I wouldn't have given it in the first place.
*Usher-his mistakes.

Written inside

Cuma melihat kamu dari jauh,
Hari berlalu sehari demi sehari,
Senyuman dan pernafasan kamu,
Masih memperngaruhi saya,
Buat air mata saya mengalir,
Kamu tersenyum... tapi tak tahu,
Hati saya sakit...
Saya yang bodoh...
Saya yang kebudak-budakkan...
Sudikah kamu berpaling dan melihat saya?
Saya tahu keinginan ini,
tidak bemakna bagi kamu...
betul berharap,
orang yang dekat dengan saya ialah kamu...
Terdapat banyak hari saya berdoa tak henti-henti...
pokok kehijauan,
Di bawah cahaya bintang yang tak terkata,
Adakah ia tahu, saya asyik melihat kamu?


Watching you from afar...
Days go by,
Your smile and the life you breath,
Still affect me...
Force my tears to fall...
You are smiling, but you don't realize,
My heart is shattered...
I'm a fool...
A childish fool...
Will you turn and look at me?
I realize this wish,
Will not mean anything to you...
I really hope,
The person closest to me is you...
There are countless days that I pray many times...
Green trees,
Under the light of countless stars,
Do they know that I keep looking at you?



Ronan Keating-she believes in me

Fly me to polaris

oh gentle winds beneath moonlit skies,
do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
below the branches here about,
do not you sense my fear and doubt?
side glistening rivers and sparkling streams,
do not you hear my woeful screams?
upon the meadows touched with dew,
do not you see my hearts askew?
beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
do not you feel my jagged scars?
seek not my mournful heart kind breeze...
for you will not find it amongst the trees...
its scattered across moonlit skies,
accompanied by heartfelt sighs,
its drifting over the gentle rain,
a symbol of my silent pain...
its buried beneath the meadow fields,
conjoined with all the sorrow there...
its lost among the stars this night,
too far to ease my quiet night...
no gentle wind, seek not my heart,
for simply, its torn apart...



staind - everything changes

Nerve-rackin'

In my memories, there is only you...

afraid that if our eyes met,
the longing may fly away,
afraid if we spoke,
the happiness may only be a moment,
i spent such a long time hanging from afar, watching you...
in my memories, there is only you.

I wish for you to bring warm laughter,
even to those who are suffering...
in order to do that,
they say you need to know tears first.
it may be heartless for me to leave you waiting,
but i wish that even this pain can become a present for you,
Just like you were the biggest present the world has given me.

*coolest mr grasshopper caught flirting among the grasses*

the grass is green-nelly furtado

Flight of the heart

Feelings

seeing the rain fall from the skies,

its just an old feeling, the same face, the same star,

maybe i've just misunderstood

i understand u care for me,

u never want to see me sad..

i hope my eyes can say what i feel,

my eyes will never lie..

its been a long time,

but eveytime i close my eyes,

i still see u...

u dont have to question my feelings.

must i fake my smile all the time?

im not that kind of person..

i respect u,

why cant u respect my feelings?

seeing your picture for the first time,

im really happy...

i think we cant go on being unhappy...

u dont have to worry about me,

nature works best naturally..

u are already so happy,

why must u ask about my feelings?

i really cant go on remembering u...

dont have to ask about my heart,

Its already with u!